Stones PDA diary

Started by Dug, 12-11-2009

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eroticduck

I skimmed the first five logs, and I am really enjoying it so far. It's so cool to see how far characters go and develop.

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Death. Destruction. I've done so much that I no longer feel pity for those I kill nor remorse.
What sort of human being kills another without even blinking? The reason that made me think of this.
Is Darya, the girl who I've met at the bar. She plans on joining Freedom. But back to the topic.

Does everyone deserve to die? The answer is no.
We are all dead, we just don't know it yet. But certain people deserve to die.
Those whom kill those who can not defend. Those whom rob others for the sake of profit.
I deserve to die. I've killed so many, I've stopped counting. I take my cash and go.
How does it feel to be a ghost of The Zone?

It feels like you are dead inside. Breath in  , breath out, all you can feel, smell, see, is death.
With every passing second all you think of is making cash, just so you could buy a new gun and blow your enemies brains out easier.

Emotion? That word has become so lost to me I no longer remember how it feels to be happy.

If Darya realized how stupid it is to fight for someones ideology.
No ones ideology is worth your life. I've learned that the hard way.
I guess she will have to realize that too, the hard way.

She believes no one deserves to die.
But what will she do if Freedom gives her a gun and ask her to kill a person.
A dutier? A bandit? Perhaps a militant? Will she then say "No one deserves to die?"
I doubt that.
The Zone changes a person, the person becomes less emotional, hate accumulates inside you, love vanishes.
Until the very last second. Where you no longer feel anything...

You have a crave for death and destruction, to accumulate more power and money.
But that is why we are all here isn't it? We are all in the same sunken boat.

You know it's wrong. But you keep doing it.




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eroticduck

Hahaha! We are sophisticates! What a profound topic from a bar chat!

darkzerxx

I wish I can write something this amazing D:
Ex-Duty-converted Monolith:|Draco 'Dice' stellem|Decease
Stalker/Trader:|Dracovich Raka|Alive
Eco:|Dr.Richard L. Vangraff|In zone
Stalker:|Scarler 'becca' Owen|Alive
Ex-freedomer-duty:|Levi'Fox'Krillen|Alive
Stalker:|Taylor 'trinity'|Alive
Sucker:|Hunter|Alive
Military:|Scarlet Stroik|alive

Turkey

Quote from: darkzerxx on 05-02-2011
I wish I can write something this amazing D:


So do I. every other post you make is "I aggree" "Why?" "Lol" "This is a cool thread"

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The Outcasts are turning out just fine.
We've got a contract with the ecologist and Erebus came back.
We talked about the old times and had a good laugh.
He encouraged my hopes of seeing Perfection one day.
I honestly doubt I'll see her ever again and if I do, she will probably blow my brains out for what I've done to her.
The more I think of her, the more it hurts.

But when I don't think about her I think about my son, and I don't know where he is.
Another person who will be mad as hell at me, when he grows up. Probably will come and ask me for answers.
When I won't be able to give them to him. Why? Because I can't answer them my self either.

We have worked for Orion Platoon for some time and earned 10.000 RU.
However, I'd rather keep my distance from them and keep the all buisness attitude.
We have taken part in an operation to rescue Hydra. The operation was a success no casulties.
Freedomers had no idea what hit them. Especially the guy in the exo.
The AK47 won the day. Just as he was gonna kill Hydra, I blew his brains out and hell went loose.
Orion Platoon needs to watch it's fire, I almost got my brains blown out by them.

I've taken time to restore our network. Still working on it.
Hopefully will be done by the end of the following week.

As for Darya, she seem to have left the zone. I think that's best for her.
She probably realized that she doesn't belong here.
She had the attitude of "just wanna be cool ya know?".
Well, I wish her luck on the outside world.
My place is here and no where else.
I have no where to go on the outside nor the cash.
I don't want to leave either. This is my home....








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We have found a new base, it is the old military outpost,
the military didn't complain so far and we intend on staying there.
We have a new member in our ranks, a trial. His name is 'Midnight'.
The guy seems okay.

We helped out the ecologists recently and collected our payment.
Bloodsuckers attacked it. Ace and I stood on the hill raining fire upon the bloodsuckers.
They ran off hiding behind doors and other places alike.
I fixed my bayonet and was the first to go trough the door.
Then a bloodsucker leaped on me,
luckily I placed the bayonet in the front as it tried to claw my face.
Then I twisted the bayonet which stuck into his stomach and it whimpered.
Finally I retaliated his last attack with firing of all the bullets in the clip.
While Ace defeated the other bloodsucker.

Damn did my back hurt when he leaped on me.
Orion Platoon appeared out of nowhere to help.
However the two bloodsuckers were dead by this time.
But then I heard a roar, a roar which was familiar.
It was Razor. They all scatered and ran to the ecologist bunker.
I was not afraid. I knew Razor ever since I was in the zone.
I rescued him once from Duty...when I had that shiny exo...

I kinda spoke to him like I'd speak to any normal person.
How he comprehends is hard for me to imagine.
I asked him to return the favor. Before you knew it, every bloodsucker left.
And it finished with a hug of friendship.

He may be a monster, but he has a brain and a heart.

And of course, damn electros swarming around my base.
I also met this guy 'Storm' never seen him before.
Hope he won't be trouble...or I'd have to do my job.





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Smirnoff

Wow, read it from the beginning to the end, amazing writing indeed.
Especially the part about military back in 2009
*winks*
"|HGN| G-Man: Dont know what loli is, but i'd lie if I said I havn't seen some of that hentai stuff."

Blazer232

Stone needs to be more active on this topic, and talk about all of the added members to the Outcasts. I don't even remember there being a Midnight... this is old shit.

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It has been a very long time since I typed anything.
Nor did I have the time. The Outcasts are bigger than they have ever been.
As a stalker in the bar said "I respect you Stone."
My answer was "I respect your money." And that's the way it is.

We have done, many many contracts over the past time.
Our variety of weapons and armor has raised dramatically.
We are now finally a force to be reckoned with.

However I saw some familiar faces I didn't expect, at all.
Old friends are your best friends I suppose. Always come back to you.
The new members. Hm well. Shadow is the best among them.
Of that there is no doubt. Hydra and him resemble me.

When I was new, innocent and fragile. When I cared.
Only thing I care now is the money and my men.
Tho which men is questionable.

It's been good six years since my time in The Zone.
And things never change. Always the same thing.
What else could one expect from such a place?
But yet it is my one and only home.

I have no whereabouts to where my son or wife are.
Damn...If I could just bring it back to the days when I met her.
Just to see her one last time. It's best not to think about it...

I've bought an exo. Finally. The last piece of the puzzle.
Next stop, hoard more cash. And revenge of course.
There are people in The Zone I'm going to squat like a bug.
But all in due time.

I can't help to shake the feeling I no longer trust anyone.
I expect an enemy at every step.

Those days are back. So am I.
The death it self.






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The PDA, The Diary, there was always something magical about it. Writing your thought, reading it over again, keeping it for your self. They say, behind every great man there's a great woman. Well, no longer. It's been like it for a while now. I don't think "for a while is a good expression", it's been a good year. There's no more than one shadow while I walk. No loyal followers, friends to the end and well she is gone. I...may appear as a toff guy on the surface. But deep down, I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up. I don't think this is what I want to do for the rest of my life. I feel like I felt at the begining of all this. A young, naive and weak boy. Scared and fragile. Stuck against a wall in his Duty suit, seeing eye to eye the reality of things. The truth which hurts and you try so hard to just forget. But you can not.  I am stuck here...forever. I have lost a son and the love of my life. Leaving a large shell of a man I used to be. Experience the only thing that is a part of my persona. Deep inside, the pain  as to why I couldn't have changed things. Why I couldn't have kept my friends? Probably because death and treachery is all I know. I'm a mercenary, it's a part of me. It is fake....

When I look at my necklace which I always hide from the public. It always reminds me of the old times. I relive them all in a second. All of them. It reminds of people who loved me and who I killed just, to save my self. Many would say, you did what you had to do. But that doesn't justify it. Nothing justifies my actions from the past.




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deluxulous

Quote from: Dug on 19-06-2011
When I look at my necklace which I always hide from the public. It always reminds me of the old times. I relive them all in a second. All of them. It reminds of people who loved me and who I killed just, to save my self. Many would say, you did what you had to do. But that doesn't justify it. Nothing justifies my actions from the past.

// kerechinov had a necklace :c

Blazer232

Quote from: Dug on 19-06-2011
I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up

I could arrange that.... ** Blazer232 cocks a pistol

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I finally came back.

Home, how I missed you so much.
Even tho life on the outside world was awesome.
I'd often look into the shadows for bloodsuckers.
Alleys for snorks, dogs and other mutant trash.

My fame still runs before me.
People recognize me and know of me.
However The Outcasts have fallen apart.
Gearhead & Hydra went their own ways, to be more precise,
made their own group.

The rest, there is no word of them.

They don't seem like mercenary folk anymore.
Well, either way, I am going to keep my group alive.
I'm not giving up on this.

I've found 'Goblin' , the dream team eh?
Finally we can wander The Zone and work together.
But an even greater surprise struck me.
I found 'Oxide'.

The old general of the 85th.
Hell, I was so surprised I didn't believe my eyes.
I recognized him when he handed over his star.
Naturally, both 'Goblin' and I jumped to salute him.

I guess you could say we are Duty Outcasts.

Apparently, the old colonel of the military has retired.
For good. So we won't be getting any more work from them.
But we found a new contact. A man called March.

He sells at Duty base. But it seems now that it's a stalker camp.
We have earned 10.000 RU for one mission.
It seems working for him will be profitable.

I can say that The Outcasts are armed well.
The old general uses a sniper and he seem to be good at it.
Unless his finger slips.

We didn't talk much, we found work straight off.

'Gearhead' bought an exoskeleton and 'Hydra' is running around in a SEVA.
I can't seem to find 'Syfer'. I wonder what happened to him.
Of all of them, he was the least stubborn.

Either way, I hope we don't cross paths in future.
It might not be nice, for both sides.
Mercenary work is shifty,
but I'll be damned if I fired a bullet at any of them.
I'd rather slit my own throat.

Weird, I don't miss the life outside.
Somehow, it's just too complicated.
It's too fast, people care little for their friends & family.
Only thing they care of is money.

Ironic coming from a mercenary.
But even I have feelings.
The Outcasts always had honor.
It's something hard to come by these days.
Makes you think doesn't it?

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