Pda Logs from a dying man: Vladimir Stovsky

[Radek]

Log 1
Username: Vladimir Stovsky
Password: *****

I need to write.. I need to.. Vent out this.. Anger..
I'm, starting to lose grip on the goal.. I can't get her out of my head.
I can't think of a life without her, but.. She drives me crazy.
When I'm around her i just want to kill her, when i'm away from her i want nothing more then to watch her sleep.. To.. Hear her tell me she needs me. When she leaves i force her to stay, And when i leave she makes sure i come back..
I can't focus without her.. At least i know she is safe..
Nikolai is the only person i can trust..
Now that Tom left anyway..
God i wish they didn't leave.

Before, killing would let me relax.
Calm down.. But now it does nothing, i just see her face when i left her there in the military compound, hurt.. Bleeding, screaming she hates me. I see the life we could have had.. I failed her.. But i wont do that again this time i'll walk the entire road with her through the storm.
This is what it must be like when an immovable object collides with an unstoppable force.
Fuck.. The faster i find Goose the faster I'll be done with this hell.

End Log 1..

[Radek]

Log 1
Username: Vladimir Stovsky
Password: *****

Seems i lost a few things, dumb merc running around messing with my Work.. Well, I'll deal with him later, right now i need to focus on my next target, and prepare for Any retaliation they might send at me.
I'm gonna need help with this, Halo can only do so much.. Think ill talk to Nikolai, he should have no problem with me grabbing his Spetznas team. With them i'll be able to work faster, I could ask the nutjobs but they proved that they ain't enough to deal with Freedom. Right now they'll do their job and just keep freedom off my back until i'm ready to make my next move.
I'm gonna need more ammo for this..