Might as well.

[Khorn]

-If you have issues, seek actual help. Not the internet.

[Otto]

I feel you man, but I'll be blatanly honest, you should be talking to your family about this, not people on the internet .
Go talk to your family, you shouldn't worry about them thinking less of you or what not - they are there for you and want to help you, not hurt you.

And with regards to school, people tend to like people who don't give a shit about what other people think of them.  Get out of your comfort zone, talk, and you'll find a few friends eventually.

Also if other people make fun of you, don't take it to heart.  I get it all the time and sometimes, I do the same back.  I don't mean it all and they don't mean it, it's just guys being guys.  Make some witty comeback and if you can't, you just laugh it off.  It's really that simple.  Unless they are really some sadistic bastards or something, if something bad happened to you I'm sure they'd care.

[meetdadoom]

Yeah, join a club. Joining clubs will get your friends fast. Because the club is usually full of people are similiar interests. Also get a physciatrist. School counselers are a waste of time. They jump on the conclusion that your are suicidal or are going to shoot up the school. Or atleast two of my friends who went to a counseler say this.

Talk to a psychiatrist. You are not alone with any of those feelings (I have had no fewer than 3 members of this very community express almost all of those same concerns to me at various points). It will help a lot. Your school very likely has some sort of system set up for kids who need help, if you have a teacher or parent or someone you could talk to that would make the process easier. There are a lot of people just like you and those feelings aren't unusual (although on a random note I am curious as to why such a high percentage of roleplayers are bisexual/transgendered/otherwise not completely straight) but the only way you are going to feel better is if you talk to someone who actually knows how to help. Having been the one person a friend of mine wanted to talk to about issues like this there was only so much I could say before I didn't know what else to do so talking to a professional is really your best option despite how hard it is to do. You will feel better.

I think it's the case where when someone is insecure of themselves, they want to try to live in someone else's shoes. Overpony expressed it by stating he thought about how it would be like for other people. I remember cutch said the same thing happened to him when he was depressed.


edit:Written on an iphone. I'm at a mock trail meet in the waiting room.

[Zstan]

Post snipped by request. Don't troll. This will be your only warning.

[Pawx]

I'm sorry, Are you asking help to prevent suicide by asking HGN?

This should be the last place you go to for help...

-If you have issues, seek actual help. Not the internet.

And this. Asking for help on the internet is like asking 4chan if you should consider suicide or not...






Actually, I take that back, ask 4chan

[Lent23]

I'm sorry, Are you asking help to prevent suicide by asking HGN?

This should be the last place you go to for help...

-If you have issues, seek actual help. Not the internet.

And this. Asking for help on the internet is like asking 4chan if you should consider suicide or not...

You're about a week late to this thread.

[Pawx]

I'm sorry, Are you asking help to prevent suicide by asking HGN?

This should be the last place you go to for help...

-If you have issues, seek actual help. Not the internet.

And this. Asking for help on the internet is like asking 4chan if you should consider suicide or not...

You're about a week late to this thread.

Idc, I just wanted to let him know that in the future

[Spades_Neil]

Locked because reasons.